tomorrow will be ...

yeah fyi, tomorrow will be such the worst day in my life. whyy? of course besok bagi rapot. deg-deg? yeah. afraid? absolutely! and i can't imagine what will happen to me if gue ga naik kelas. so, puhlease don't try to stop me from suicide :'(

and now, i jst want to share with u about my feeling. i dunno why i feel a little envy with my boyf. he can concentrate with his work. if he do something, he can focus on it and don't feel bother. but me??? i can't. i always think about him and it bother me so much. i can't focus. and now, look at my score? i got remed -_- so much remed. hah. i'm so sad. :'(

tomorrow , i'll die